"I think too much"
It's time to get something back in perspective. There will be times when you're on the verge of breaking down from over-analysing situations, juggling things and suppressing feelings. There will be time to vent out some of the anger *in a good way I mean* just to gain back the perspective you lost during this stress moment.
Some take a walk to clear his/her head. Some involve in rigorous activities where you'll be able to release some bottled-up pressure. Or probably cry. Or sleep.
Huahhh. It's been a LONG time since I last over-tire myself physically so as to release some bottled-up pressure I'm feeling now. It's not that big of a problem if you could just stop over-analyzing EVERY single thing, Sarah. Thinking 10 steps forward when actually none has been taken. Worry yourself when it's not going to solve the problem itself.
Take it one step at a time perhaps?
Well, it's supposed to be a marathon, not a sprint. You can't afford to fall apart during critical moment like this. One month before you reach the finishing line. Allahu musta'an.
"Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan.
(Sekali lagi ditegaskan): bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan" - (94:5-6)
Go read the Quran. Perform tahajjud. Dzikr. Allah is always there to listen. Only He can put you at ease.
Can I just scream? When the truth is, you're just tired from all the drama you're in.
Seriously, this is beautiful. Boleh rasa nak nangis